Mistress Erika, I have a fantasy, I can’t seem to stop thinking about it and I need your help. Her training started that fateful call just a few months ago. After a few minutes of chat. She was nervous and I put her at ease. Finally, she confessed. Mistress Erika, I think I am a sissy cock sucker and I don’t know if it is a fantasy, or something I want to do for real. I started to smile at her unease. This will be fun and started to probe her mind. I eventually inquired. These thoughts, these fantasies of serving and sucking cock, they have grown and consume your daily thoughts. Yes, was the whispered reply.
Training a Sissy Cock Sucker
Sissy took to her lessons easily and quickly. Learning how to suck a pseudo cock. First on the phone for lessons, being diligent with her homework. Soon, she felt confident enough to let me see her on Skype to access her skills. It is a big step, putting yourself out there. Being humiliated publicly is not a turn on for this sissy. Exploring her feelings, fantasies evolved over a period of play. But one day we decided, this sissy cock sucker will go live. We discussed what it might mean, what she could expect and moved forward.
Unexpectant First Cock Sucking
Shortly after our safety session discussing how, where and when she might track down that first Alpha cock to suck I received a message from her that she thinks she found her Alpha cock! She’s lucky , and is a very sociable sissy! Reaching out and a recently joining of a local “gay activities club” got her right where she wanted to be. I reminded her of her safety concerns and she promised no matter how hot or how horny she got safety would always come first!
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A bit of back ground: Weeks and dreaming in the making. Sissy and Stud Getting to know each other over chats and emails. This Stud was had experience in this kind of thing. He didn’t consider himself gay, bi perhaps. He used sissies like my cocksucker between girlfriends to satisfy his needs.
Now, of course I will never reveal the identity of any of my pets. Well, unless exposure is your thing! ???? But here is a little bit of her report to me after that fateful encounter.
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Mistress Erika,
I write to you very excited and very tired. As promised here is my report.
I was very nervous, hands shaking. He’s a handsome guy, young 25. Dark hair, blue eyes and nicely built. Certainly, not a skinny waif of a man, I mean sissy, like myself. I felt weak in the knees as I walked up to the restaurant door. He shook my hand and my little penis sprung to life. We had a drink and relaxed, he put me at ease. We head for our little sex nest for the evening. Entering I felt my stomach drop. On the night table, a tray of toys lube and condoms. I was almost paralyzed with anxiety, the first time sissy cock sucker jitters you called it. But, I said my affirmations silently in my head, and let my training take over.
It was only a few moments before I found myself stripped to my thong and on my knees. After all this time, and training my dream is coming true! I loved being used like a live fuck toy! It was all I dreamed it would be! At one point during the night, I felt as if I was having an out of body experience! My head swimming with passion, loving every lick kiss and suck on his beautiful cock. He used me and those toys a few times during the evening. I think I made you proud, pleasing Master, and was able to hold my sissygasm until Master released me! My Master was so pleased with me that he allowed me an orgasm! The entire evening was thrilling and I can’t wait to share more on our next call.
Sissy CS
Where will your training take you?
oh oh oh Ms Erika, will i ever do this sort of thing?
we’ll have to see, won’t we sissy.
ooooh oooooooh mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmm Ms Erika ooooh i think i need to do it
OH sissy! Fix the phone and call, I’ll
work ya.. work with you *laughs* Silly sissy.Oh sissy cocksuckers are so scared the first time until they become seasoned cocksuckers! I think it’s very important for every sissy to realize that they need cock – some way some how. Even if it is just through a strap on.
I agree Ms Cecilia, sometimes it’s a strap on. Everyone is different. Thanks for stopping by 🙂
Isn’t it the best when you know exactly what a sissy is thinking and can help her face the truth about her fears and desires? Your sissy is very lucky to have you training her. This is only the beginning of an exciting adventure! 🙂
Thanks, Ms. Piper 😉
Even after sucking almost a dozen Cocks over the years I still get nervous. The first time I Sucked a Cock it was in an ABS and I got scared in the middle of it and ran out of the store. Though I’ve learned to relax as soon as I have the Cock in my mouth enjoying it and enjoying the moment. It’s led to me having a better experience and giving a better blow job.
Great work Mistress Erika. This sissy is on his way to being a great lover to men.
Stephanie, so glad you enjoyed! 🙂
My first attemted cock sucking was on a gay beach i went down to suck his cock and he put his finger in my ass with the finger nail and it wasn’t pleasant and ruined everything
Oh Sissy April! You’re right a sharp nail can put a damper on fun!
I have sucked maybe a dozen cocks since and did get the jitters before each time .It has been awhile since i have sucked a real cock been using toys R Us they are way safer since most of my cock sucking was at the beach very risky isolated gay semi nude beach but sometimes patroled and i really haven’t found any yummi cocks lately .Tranny cock seams to be my choice meat now but not much action there .Am willing to find a Miss Peggy but i like it so much nymphomaniac like me would go broke hiring a Miss Pegger so it is Toys R Us
Wow i found this older blog and realized i confessed my first cock experince with a woman i may be falling in love with. Im going sissy crazy now and want cock but men are such a downer so it is a Mistress or a TS or sissy maybe twitter later sweets
Sissy April!! No falling in love. not allowed. You ARE allowed to fall in lust, my dear.
Ok i just wanted you to know that you are worth it baby. So then the lust is on! Tell me more i am like totally sissy nympho climbing the walls!
beeesh, you need to call me! 😛 Ha ha ha ha!
Are you long distance cause i have a short wenie?
Yes i do but i need to call a psychiatrist.Being male and female is sometimes rearanging my life there are some things
i can’t give up as male.I just listened to your audio on cock control orgasm and denial.You even sound like a genius. But is that your every day speaking voice? At first i wasn’t immediately attracted to your beauty.It was your mind in the bloggs. I will definitely call you when i have returned myself to full crossdresser sissy sub mode. When i am out fully in public again as a woman .I am only partial house sissy and sissy feeling underneath at work i don’t wear pantys at work.
Ms.Erika My first cock sucking experiences were with a Girlfriend that I had back in the early 80’s. I was 20 She was 18, She actually Coerced me into sucking on my own little sissy clit first, then She had me sucking plenty of other BIG cocks of Alpha Males as Her sissy gurl fluffer bitch and clean up slut!
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I am getting the jitters just thinking abought going to the gay g string thong semi nude sometimes nude beach and looking for cock to suck or just meat gaze. But i think there is red tide again . I have heard of a glory hole. Near me i wonder if they charge to be on the sucking side?
The weather turned out to be perfect today but I not able to get to the Beach ⛱️🏖️ so all I have is memories from past experiences and fantasies of what maybe 🤔 future encounters. I was looking for a restaurant nearby where I hear that TGirls go to. I could find it the street kept dead ending so I got 10 inches at WA. WA. I don’t know if you have had WA WA? I wore my purple thong that
I would have worn to beach ⛱️ I wasn’t trying to get over phnumonia. So far the.Doctors script did not work So I am back to Benadryl capsules generic and . Sambuca the only things that stops me from coughing all day and nights so it’s off to la la land.and edging to porn for me.I have amazing fantasies of what future encounters at the beach will bring. I remember before I went sissy or even crossdressed .The encounters with people when I was just laying out in a g string or thong. The advances men wearing a g string or thong would make on me.
The beach action is in full swing with
with dicks and hot chicks in thongs 😜 😜. Any time you snap your fingers I can send my Limousine driver to take you there