So what did I do? I tried doing my own “figuring it out” on the internet. But that led me down a rabbit hole of smut and jerking my average dick until I exploded, imagining my wife as the recipient of thick hot cocks, how fucked up is that?
That’s why I needed to speak to someone. I felt like a pot of boiling water in danger of boiling over if I didn’t have some relief from the swirling thoughts and desires in both heads! What was wrong with me? What do I do? Can I handle what I started? Starting from the beginning.
The Beginning
Then one day she shared, big time! She started to tell me about a lover she had in college, how her first cock was just so thick and long, how she would tremble with excitement when she would stroke and fondle his hard-on over his slacks. She admitted to feeling like a cock hungry little slut. Now, I thought we always had some decent to great sex, but I’d never characterize her a cock slut! Fuck! Wow! My head spun, and my fucking dick was so so hard! I could barely contain myself!
Fantasy And Reality
Now, I know. I am guessing you know too, she wasn’t sharing a fantasy, but a very hot memory! We were messing around, playing with her tits, rubbing her sweet pussy as I lay on my side facing her. How her body moved, her breathless words as her arousal and memory came flooding back. I went to slide between her legs at one point but she moaned no, no, and pushed my head between her soft creamy thighs. With the long firm licks and teasing sucks that I know she likes, within moments she was having orgasm after orgasm as I pathetically rubbed my hard-on into the bed, then when her last orgasm was rolling through her body, legs shaking and trembling she screamed FUCK ME, Andres!
My brain and cock exploded into a thousand different waves of pleasure and confusing emotions. Those thoughts and feelings that told me I am turned on by another man fucking my wife!
There’s More Big Dick Energy
Dear Readers, this is Mistress Erika breaking into this fantasy /reality play. There’s so much more to cucks journey and the real challenges he is facing. Unlike other blogs where my pet actually wrote the words, this post was written by me from his perspective. Not verbatim, but I give you the “flavor” of how he presented it to me, and I hope gives you an insight to what he’s been through and where he and his wife might go! Trust me you are going to want to tune in Friday for the second part!
For now I want to hear your thoughts, and on Friday you are invited to leave comments on the final installment of what you think our friend should do.
*update*The second part is up now!: Craving His Massive Dick
Until We chat
Wow! Almost frightening!
But what do you recommend, Maryfae for our “kind of” cuckold?
Hi Goddess Erika, Very interesting post. Cuckolding is something that will never happen to me as I am to dull and boring to even keep a women in a relationship to cuckold me. ????♂️???????? I have never even had a date in life.
So i wonder what could be next up. Looking forward to reading Friday.
Thank you, pet. You can certainly put aside the zero date history as you are now engaged in serving me. I am looking forward to friday as well, for many reasons!
One is that you will be in service when I enjoy my time on twitterspaces! WOo hoo!
Goddess Erika, I did have one cuckolding fantasy before i went into direction of only dark room calls. ????????????♂️ The fantasy was about me being a rare virgin who is cuckolded. I would think it would be almost impossible to cuckold an actual virgin. I have always had a lot of respect for the men.
Oh I love that fantasy, pet! I do! it would be almost impossible to cuck a virgin, since there are not many virgins! Fuck now you got me going!
Thinking of you kneeling in that cage, face in the corner hearing, smelling and imagining what it must be like! YUMM!
Glad you like that fantasy.????????????♂️ If there is a way it could be done while i am being ignored would be even better. I know i am one of the rare virgins out there at the age of 40. So you can say i am officially a 40 year old virgin. ???? It is true about imagining what it must be like. That part is also awesome.
Oh if there is a will, there is a way! A 40 Y/o Virgin, wow, and you said that to the world ????????
Mistress Erika have you ever cuckolded a man?
Yes
Were you married to him or just a dating situation? I have never been married but been played the cuckold on numerous dating
situations.
Um , huh?
LOL Like no surprise women would cuck me
LOL Like no surprise women would cuck me