Know that I take great pride in doing my best. Even if you consider yourself a gay fuck toy and want my help “coming out”, because you’ve been a closeted cock sucker or just want to explore your feminine side. Regardless of the task my goal and motivation is to exceed expectations. Therefore, when I receive calls where men are asking for my help and advice, you are going to get it. “Mistress Erika, I want to suck a real cock, and I want your help!” This is something I hear often enough, from one desperate horny cock-in-hand caller, or another. But always a big smile forms across my face because I know I CAN help them. The only question is do you really want that help? Do you really want, what you say you do?
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Now, I am not saying it isn’t, erotic and a really fun time if you want to stay in fantasy land! Uh, hello the name of my blog is Intelligent Phone Fantasy! Exploring your fantasy with me is a safe and fun way to satisfy your kinky needs! Gay fuck toy, pretty girl in a pageant or pretending to be my human garbage disposal (that was a blast and a HALF! (WOooOT!) In a nutshell: That IS what I do! So when you call you can spill it all to me. If it spoils the fantasy to say you want to stay in fantasy and not go RL send me an email ahead of time. Don’t say “for real” or Real Life”, if it wilts your willy, use the term RL (are-ell) to clue me in. Conversely tell me if you want this to go RL.
Phone Sex With A Higher Purpose
However, if you come to me and say “Mistress Erika, I want to come out and have my friends know I have bi-sexual needs” don’t tell me you want it RL if you don’t. Because, I will deliver it. I had a wonderful call recently where this was the purpose of the call. He wanted his friends to know about his gay cock sucking desires. He was coy as to the reason but readily admitted he didn’t have the confidence to do so. So no normal mature conversations with your friends to explain why you haven’t had a girlfriend in years isn’t in the cards for him. But he desperately needed a way to break the ice, get THEM to address the elephant in the room because he couldn’t. I wonder if they suspect anything, he said often during the call.
Listening And Conniving
We spoke for over 40 minutes about his lifestyle, what his relationships were like with these friends, and how he was able to hook up on the down-lo for his various homosexual rendezvous. Armed with this knowledge and his desire for him to be “found out by accident” ,as my goal we worked on a plan.
Fascinating was the process because while I developing and implementing this plan, I came to realize why he didn’t want to come out in such a flamboyant manner. He had eyes on one of his friends. A married man, who through the years and multiple conversations, gave my caller the impression he wasn’t a prude regarding oral pleasures. His wife had given up BJ’s years ago (WoOoOT?!) and his cock was orally starved. Statements like “ I can see why guys go to adult bookstores” “I’m so horny I wouldn’t care if “____” (and it would alternate between men and women they knew) went down on me right now! I’m so horny, I’d let them!” His words swirled in my callers head and tormenting him on many hot jack-of sessions.
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Now, he could no longer contain his fantasy and it started to consume his every waking thought, inflaming my his passions. Because, not only did he have desires to have sex with men, he is a very very special kind of gay guy. He’s a Gay Fuck Toy. He doesn’t want an orgasm for himself. Describing to me his ultimate scene, I replied: So you want to be a gay fuck toy. I heard silence, so I continued:Being used like a living breathing talking walking cock toy is what you just described! You would gladly let a rock hard stud ravage your boi pus for hours, or swallowing load after load right from the source. His ultimate fantasy and not even have his cock looked at or touched at all, and often remains a lip noodle while he is tossed back and forth between two handsome hot studs.
Mapping out a plan, I worked with him to deliver him his dream come true. Then walked him through each step that night. Encouraging him, reminding him this is what he truly wanted, what he needed. This is what he needed to put the torturous whispers of hot gay sex with is friend, from his cock, at bay. We also set up a plausible deniability an “out” if you will, so that if at the last second he chickened out again. Of course my first suggestion was a rather bold and brash. Leaving no questions in his friends minds as to his secret desires. Not comfortable with that and explained: he wanted to tell his friends, not cause them to disown him!
Taking that Final Step
With the last click of his mouse, and his fate sealed. By the next day is secrets will have been revealed. When I reminded him of that fact, with that last click of his mouse he said “fuck”. What? I was curious, what is “FUCK” all about, I demanded! He said quietly, I did it….I don’t know if …well..If I am ready. I went ballistic, hadn’t I spent the last hour and a half making sure this is what you wanted? Didn’t I tell you we can play in fantasy but if you really want this, then I would help you? Didn’t you just beg me for twenty minutes to do just as I have done!? He was quite. I then reminded him of this plausible deniability explanation and told him. You have it, an out you pussy, use it!
In a nutshell. Say what you mean, mean what you say! Do not tell me you want something real time. I don’t play. Fucking know the power with which you choose to engage,and always: Be Careful What you wish for gay fuck toys!
Fantasy brought to Real Life
It is true be careful what you wish for lol. Once you fall down that rabbit hole there is no turning back. I’m glad your callers have you to give them that push. ????
Great post …. I have wished for something similar but the real world does get in the way of fantasy fulfillment. Still, if safety and personal concerns are addressed, much is possibele … especially with a kinky push form a Mistress like you !
oh oh oh blushes noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I wonder Mistress do you think I have what it takes to be a real time gay fuck toy?
Oh , I think you are definitely working your way to that goal!
I want you in my head pushing me to that button, no out clause.
Oh my Thomas, your training is coming along brilliantly!
Hi Mistress Erika, I liked this post. Does being a gay fuck toy mean I would get used and used by real men? Some males are better off being a gay fuck toy in life.
Oh most certainly.; You are right, some are better off being gay fuck toy’s. Always, keeping it safe sane and consensual!! Thanks for your comment!!
Goddess Erika, This was great to read. maybe i could become a gay fuck toy. I like your phrase Careful what you wish for.
tiny tim, I think you would make a great gay fuck toy! Woot!
Mistress Erika, At least I would be good for something. If I am going to be a life long virgin i mine as well become a Gay Fuck Toy for alpha males who are well endowed.
love your attitude! Those who can’t fuck get fucked , BRILLIANT !!!
Ms. Erika, you are in my mind still…this isn’t going to stop until it happens is it?
Absolutely. You’ll have to catch me up on your field trips sometime, Thomas. 😉
I know the images and thoughts keep running through your head.
I know you keep going back to that website I sent to you, don’t you, Thomas.
Goddess Erika, This is another idea for a session. Is there a way we could discuss making this happen with my friends for real? I am not really into it but it is part of being a slave in life.
Absolutely, slave tim. Let’s chat about it. Make a list, dinky dumplin.
Goddess Erika, would You like me to add a gay fuck toy clause to the contract? I will add it.
🙂 YES you are a fuck toy for gay men, you are NOT gay which makes it all the more powerful!
So powerful……just amazing
Partially out of the closet. Some people know and some don’t . Maybe some people assume . Some would be surprised. I have gone to gay bars and not been hit on .So i concluded that my outward persona doesn’t signal it. I have gone to gay beaches in thongs or g strings & have had experienced getting oral as well as giving. There are hand signals when cruising the gay beach such as grabbing oneself aka Michael Jackson style if the other person returns the signal someone will be sucking or maybe favors are returned. Most times no introduction or exchange of phone numbers or emails are required just suck and go.
Oh I need to brush up on my gay bath hand signals! LOL Thanks for sharing!
Have you learned anything new to share?
I have issues about being actually gay and being a fuck you.It is a beautiful day just a little chilly.And I stick in the house because of a very bad cough otherwise I would be at the gay beach in a really small g string. Walking along the beach looking for a man in a thong or g string. Occasionally some some are nude. Yes I would check out the Dicks. My desire for sucking a dick is in overdrive. If there was a glory hole available I would get dressed up in my girly clothes and go to the glory hole and be on the sucking side.I had a very bad cold that led to
phnumonia. So I can’t get out and about without having a coughing spell . So I have been gooning porn.Yes I want to suck dick. I am fantazing about wearing a pink g string 😛 and walking on the beach occasionally bending over to pickup shells . Especially if there is a man wearing a g string or thong with a nice bulge. If someone sent me a dick pic I would have no interest in that or if a man at the Mall made a suggestion. I would reject him. My desire is totally based on the beach senario. I have been gooning to porn of t girls and white women with BBC . When there is not a woman in the picture with only a BBC . I have no interest in that. Right now I am wearing a very tiny black g 🧵 string 😛😜😛. and gooning. I love when women on line humiliate me because of my micro. With this frame of mind & wearing only a g string it’s a pleasure to be called a sissy . faggot a cock sucker etc. Friday I used my toys on myself
Jeweled but plugs medium sized red ♥️ then largest ♥️ one then the suction cup mounted dildos I don’t all jump and get excited I just eased them one at a time the rainbow & flesh toned I am treating myself bad a gay fuck you and wishing to be pegged
Hi April,
Thanks for sharing with us, I get it!
I can hardly wait till summer
I like the g strings that have the ties in stead of elastic.I have a more unconventional open frame of mind. Do you ever go to the beach
On a thong or g string? What do you
Look at when you see aman wearing a g string
Mistress Erika
I am so 😊🤪😊 glad you got it. It took me many years to figure it out.
And end up where I am now. To day would be a an amazing beach day. Except it’s a fraction to cold to fully enjoy the beach I am having a new fantasy about the beach.You wearing a tiny red ♥️🍒 g string 🧵
bikini. Me in a pink g string 🧵🧵and one of those pink sissy collar with a leash and we have a cooler. With your favorite beverage in it. We are both admiring the well endowed men in g strings or thongs and whatever happens happens . My mind is racing with erotic possibilities. It’s a little bit cool today. And with a all bit of phnumonia. I am not going to goon all day to sissy porn etc . There is a
Restaurant nearby that’s is trans friendly so I will be going there in a compromised attire.( The kind of clothes that I have seen on both women and men )I will be going there & order a samich or 🍔 & thinking of you