Happy Second Saturday! Wait, what? Erika have you lost your mind? It’s supposed to be FIRST Saturday?! Tue it is the second Saturday, and this post this was slated for First Saturday, but because you naughty thangs kept me So BUSY (yay! Thank You!) last week I didn’t get to finish it.
In true fashion, much of what I do is beyond phone-sex. BF (best friend) therapy is also common. So when Sissy Samantha came to me, wishing for me to know her better she shared some intimate details with me. I am weaving the information into a pretty little fantasy with Me as a Therapist and Samantha my client. Samantha has a lot to share , so if you like what you read let me know: There Will Be More!
Samantha dressed perfectly femininely appropriate for the occasion, sashay’s into Ms Erika’s office. Samantha’s last minute request for an appointment meant they would be there after dark. But now, the room was a glow. The filtered light from the floor to ceiling windows lit the room in a soft amber glow, not the harshness one would expect from a west facing room. Deep into winter the sun just beginning to set, enhanced the warm and cozy furnishings
Erika: “Samantha , so good meet you!” The Ladies shake hands. Erika takes in the feminine creature before her. “Samantha. I understand you were referred to me by our Mutual Acquaintance Ms Ally!” What a beautiful soul, don’t you agree? Samantha, nods and smiles, Erika shows Samantha to the conversation area. Two overstuffed wing-backed chairs, covered in an antique flower pattern. The couch a solid color with big throw pillows seemed most inviting and Samantha sat at the end, nearest one the of chairs.
As Erika sat with her note pad, crossing those long legs Samantha couldn’t help but sigh at the sight. Tilting her head and smiling at Samantha Erika began. “Things sounded urgent what’s going on?”
Samantha: I don’t know, she said looking at her fingernails. I get these “spells” feeling overwhelmed, anxious. I’m usually ok in a little bit but they have been coming on a lot lately. I want to be free of them, and just before I called I had a bad one, and said “this is enough” I can’t live like this.
Erika: Well I’m glad you took that first step. I know I can help you, but first take a few deep breaths. Try and relax and tell me a bit about yourself.
Samantha: Well what do you want to know?
Erika: Whatever comes to mind is fine.
Samantha: Well, there’s a lot about me that’s not , let’s say , not “normal”. I’ve wrestled with my desires since I could remember. I feel like I’m living a double life. In quite times, when my mind isn’t occupied I think of the dichotomy of my two selves. How my one world would be shocked, ashamed of me. I can’t see going on about that life, if they knew.
Samantha starts to tear up, and Erika hands her a tissue.
Erika softly smiles and nods, So how long have you been dressing en-femme?
Smantha’s eyes dart up to meet Erika’s. Blushing profusely she stammard, “how…. how did you know?”
Erika: I have to say your training is impeccable, you present as a woman in many ways. Your walk, your speech all very convincing. Let’s just say I’m a keen observer of body language.
Samantha knowing, now, there is no hiding from Erika delves into her beginnings.
Samantha: Years ago, I had professional obligations that took me to a large Midwestern city frequently. Curiosity and a horny condition drew my eye in a local adult publication to an ad for a dominant female who offered to push “panty boys” to their limits with feminization, domination and strap-on play
I made the call and my first appointment with a femdom mistress. Upon entry, she took me to a waiting room and instructed me to remove all my clothes, place them in a basket, and give them to her assistant, who watched me carefully with grins and snickering as I got naked.
Erika, I see , and how did that make you feel Samantha? Humbled and excited?
Erika: Please, go on.
Samantha: My mistress returned and took me to a “beauty shop” for feminization. In 30 minutes I was made up and dressed from wig to heels in the sluttiest outfit anyone could imagine. From the first moment, my cock was rock hard against my panties and I knew I really was a sissy. She spent the rest of the session making me suck her strap-on cock (my first time) and taking her cock up the ass (again, my first time).
She paraded me in front of her assistant and another mistress and made me perform for them. This confirmed my desire to be used in front of others, a passion that has only grown. At the end, she sent me back to my hotel with instructions to jack off near the point of orgasm three times before actually coming and to call her to report my orgasm and my compliance with her instruction. Being feminized, used like a girl slut and completely dominated was overwhelmingly exciting. It was all I could think about for weeks.
It was the beginning of my story as Sissy Slut Slave Samantha.
Erika: Well, Samantha that is a very telling and erotic beginning. How do you feel, now , confessing this to me?
Now Dear Readers, there is so much more to our Sissy’s Journey, the only question is: Do you want more? Let me know, comment below or email me!
Very interesting to read Goddess Erika. I would read more. I can see what goes through people’s minds. I also like to call for bf therapy sometimes. Of course we keep you busy because you are a great Mistress.
Aww tiny one! I “JUST” Posted this and you were “right there”. You’ve pleased me, pet.
I’m glad you liked this, and “aww” thank you peanut smuggler you can lick my shoe now: *Lifts up muddy shoe* Kinda rainy time for a washy washy!
Mistress Erika: Samantha has just started to experience that wonderful journey into that sub space that we crave ( no, have experienced!). This post on your blog is a perfect opportunity for me to open up (metaphorically and literally) with regards to my many forays into exploration of my femininity. Samantha could very well be me, (Emily, Britney,Laura have all been femme sobriquets assigned to me by various Mistresses)
The fist time, on your back, being taken by your Mistress ‘s strap on totally en femme (panties around your ankles)is just the start…I can tell you more too!
Davy thanks for this intimate share!
Oh and you will little one, you WILL! Before too long, I’ll know ALL of your dirty ‘little’ secrets! ha!
Keep on the hunt for those lilac panties! WOOP!
Mistress Erika: Although it has been a bust on the panty front this week (and quite flat on my panty front too!) there is some positive news to relate on the sissy beat. I have had my eye on another of those cute little gurly skirts that you like but waited until my usual sales associate was working alone to spare any others of undue awkwardness. Success the other day (she tells me I’m her favourite customer !). I got a cute top to go with my little coral skirt and was on my way. Today as I went through the store into the mall she was there with the other regular associate and we exchanged a smile. On my way out about 10 minutes later the second associate gave a wave and a big smile! I can only presume that she now knows of my shopping habits. As this store also owns several others throughout the mall it looks as though I will be getting knowing smiles and waves from more of the attractive young female employees in the near future. My cheeks will be flushing and my little clitty (which I am sure they suspect) will be tingling in delightful shame. I suspect my future shopping there will require more employee assistance! I feel somewhat naughty that more women are finding out that I am a little sissy…but thrilled
Oh Little Davey what a fantastic report! I do appreciate it! I know the Ladies Have TALKED! Lucky for you! I’m thrilled as well. Have fun,knowing your clitty won’t give you away. ????????????
Mmmmm..as i drift off to sleep tonight my mind will be filled fantasizing about how their conversation went!
That’s hot!!! Honestly it’s to difficult to resist and say no to her!!! Women’s clothes fit and feel sooo much better then guy clothes against soft waxed girlish smooth smelling skin especially wearing bras and panties underneath with breast forms filling them out as well makeup/lipstick and wigs flowing against your shoulders/getting into eyes. Good for him/her!!! Having his girlfriend/mistress and another mistress involved. This is relationship I want done to me. It’s who I am and become as I’ve accepted this and having women in control of relationship is what I desperately want. I just hope hope hope my friend introduces me to her gf at cabi open house as she will know I wear women’s clothes/bras/panties. It’s most likely wishful thinking.
Oh Paulina you are coming along, and look absolutely FEM in your new cabi clothes!
Oh Ms Erika,
More more more pwease pwease pwease pwease.
Can you interview me too?
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I sure Can Sissy Belinda!
Your connection via voice is , let’s say less than desireable!
I would, however love to interview you in chat/skype etc!
I can relate to a lot of what Sissy Samantha said in the interview. It is difficult being so excited and also humiliated. All at once wanting to be more and more of a sissy gurl yet also knowing some people would see it as shameful…..As a result, haven’t come out to many about my desire to be a sissy….but i am taking small steps forward. wearing panties, being in chastity, buying women’s things to wear when i can…..and even going outside for sissy drives and to the beach in a woman’s one piece.
Prudence, and lack of courage has limited my outings as a gurl….(that and my being way too tall to be seen as a woman)…..But my Goddess and the Mistress’s here at LDW have been a godsend in showing me my true place and helping me accept it….I promise to continue to make progress ….Oh and seek therapy here!
Oh princess, thank you for that intimate share! I’m so glad we can be here for you, and teach you your proper place. Your Mistress IS a Goddess and has
done wondrous things with you! See you around the Empire!
You would make an amazing Sissy Therapist Mistress Erika between your knowledge and empathetic approach you the the ability to make a person feel comfortable in opening up beyond the kink. ☺️
Aww Thank you Stephanie!
Yes MISTRESS ERIKA yes the Great MISTRESS ERIKA healing in so many ways .Guess what world I am not the only one .Thankyou MISTRESS ERIKA for a safe place to confess our inner thoughts and feelings and desires and not be prosecuted for it thankyou .Yes MISTRESS ERIKA your a great teacher and coach and healer sincerly yours beta bottom bitch tedi
Aww tedi! What a fantastic submissive pet you are to me and all the Superior Ladies at Enchantrix!