Okay all you sexy people! Time to pull up a seat, get something to drink and read my first installment of the Sexy Mistress
Journal. It is quite normal when I talk to clients, they share with me their very first experience with what is (now) their fetish or kink. I thought you might like to take a peek into my naughty past and find out why I enjoy this line of work so much!
Makings of a Sexy Mistress
Many years ago, (ask how many and you’ll be sorry! ha!) when I was just a wee Lassie,I had a male boss. Well, he wasn’t my direct boss. But was the head of another department, and I had to defer to him, as if he were. I was working on a special project, you know the cliche’ “working late” scenario.
But what is so important about this liaison, and why I chose to bring it up, was I learned a couple of very important things.
1- Sex and emotions (aka: romantic relationships) are two separate things. Sometimes they are combined, sometimes, not so much.
2- I discovered my love for being Dominate.
After that hot passionate night at the office, and his libido wasn’t ruling his thoughts, he realized what a compromising position he could very well find himself in. I never intended to “Hold it over him” or anything of the sort. But as it turns out, he didn’t know this! We both wanted it, we both got it. Done deal. Right?
Evidently though, Boss B (we’ll call him) thought us females to be a fickle bunch bent on revenge? I’m unsure. But when he stole quick conversations with me during the work day, to find out “how I was feeling” and otherwise being extremely attentive to me, I finally asked him “what the F- was UP”. He confessed he was nervous, anxious as to my mindset and If I plan to make a “fuss” if I became dissatisfied with “where our relationship was going”.
Dear readers, I cannot explain to you the overwhelming lust that washed over me when this, typically in charge kinda guy, sounded, looked and behaved so submissively. Of course being in my early 20’s and kinda naive to boot, I didn’t see as him being submissive, just nervous. Regardless of what I thought. My mind worked quickly, as he explained his behavior, I had enough forethought NOT to tell him “Don’t be silly” “I’m a big girl, I’d never hold something like that over you!”. Or maybe it was the fire in my panties and my heart beating rapidly that prevented me from assuring him he had nothing to worry about. I don’t know.
Craving Control And Power
I never really did answer him regarding his fears. My mind kept going back to his overly solicitous behavior, being nervous and oh so wanting to please. I started to crave that feeling, that feeling of control. Of power. What I proceeded to do for the next year or so of our affair was both provocative and educational. For me, at least. The things I had that man do, to please me, to make me keep my trap shut was amazing. No, I never did threaten to expose our affair, I didn’t have to. He knew I had him by the proverbial balls and he never protested or refused my wishes. I think, in part, because the reward was so delicious I didn’t have to.
So stay tuned for more in the Sexy Mistress Journal entries.
Unless that is, you don’t WANT more? Won’t you tell me? Do you want more?
I love seeing how you became dominant mistress taking control of fake/macho/strong guys and put them in their place! I’m so glad I came out to my massuse about my dressing as she had me come over to her place dressed up/having me try on lipsticks/spraying me in perfume/lotions on me! With shopping trip she wants me dressed and plans on having me buy women’s slacks/halter tops/lipsticks/perfumes/turtleneck sweaters and get makeup put in me. I told her being dressed/with trying on lipsticks/perfume/modeling purses I look and smell like whirl and she told me this is what I want and I agreed with her. With her inviting me to her house she’s taken control of me. I told her I want women to dress me as a girl and take control of me and she has. I’m in to deep! I’m in real long term/lifetime relationship with her by doing weekly 2 hour massages 3x week along with monthly waxings. I don’t mind spending the money as she into dressing me and I’m glad this is happened it’s the best thing for me. There’s nothing better then her doing this to me, I’m her cream puff purse perfume lipstick sissy boy and I’m much happier about this.
Petey! You are adorable, I just want to pinch your cheeks! LOL
I’m so happy to see how excited you are with the turn of events in your life.
You seem like an overly anxious puppy, wagging his tail so hard it shakes his whole bum out of place!
He just can’t contain his enthusiasm! Good On You Petey Cream Puff! Good On YOU!
By pinching/kissing my cheeks I’ve become your cream puff pet????. Now that I’ve come out I really am her cream puff. I can’t go back as I’ve told her I want women to dress me as one. It’s what I want.????????. It’s who I’ve become and am. I’m glad she’s supportive of this and wants me to be dressed in leggings/knee high boots with women’s scarf/turtleneck sweater! She wants me to wear my bra/panty also with pink purse she gave me. I ordered panty liners and they should be in Thursday as I’m going to put them in pantys so I won’t cum when she dresses/and has me get makeup/perfume/lipstick put on me.
It’s Thursday. 😉
They came in and I put liners in my panty. They really do keep panties dry in case of accident. I’m going to bring extra tomorrow in case I have accident while I’m getting makeover. I just don’t want her to see my hardon????????????. She said to come dressed with leggings/knee high boots/bra/panty/women’s turtle neck sweater/scarf along with the pink purse I bought from her. She said I’m going to buy women’s slacks/halter tops/turtleneck sweaters/perfumes/lipsticks. She’s taking control of me. She will cream when I tell her I have over 20 dresses! I hope she will want to know to my place to see my dresses and play dress up with me. She’s changing me into thinking and being a girl. With her using women’s lotion/mist on massages. Also the other 2 girls I play tennis with said I have short fuse/temper. They don’t know of my dressing. Do you think I should come out to them on this? I’ve been close friends with them for over 5 years. I’m scared what their reaction will be but I think they can use this to keep my temper under control with them using crossdressing to control/tame me. With those 2 they have made me more accountable. I’m in relationship with all 3 and not get do the things I used to do.
Thanks Mistress Erika for the very informative call a couple days ago. Am I being a good strokerboy?
LOL, yes you are cumming along stroker boy 😉