Hello fans of Feminization! Sissy play and where it will lead you is the hot topic for today. It is similar to other posts I’ve done about how your sexuality evolves over time, especially when you find that right space and motivations, and how sometimes takes large leaps and bounds when you find that right place and space where you truly can be you. Although I talk exclusively today about Feminization the basic concept can be applied to various sexual activities, kinky or not so read on!
Beginning Sissy Play
You come to me, with years of solo play. The making of a sissy is often a long process. Your first desires were long ago and have grown to the point where you crave more. Crave to feel more feminine in your everyday life, is what you present to me. Along with your ultimate feminine fantasies. This is the time where we discuss your desires, which ones you desire to come to fruition which perhaps may stay fantasy only. With the one caution from me that things may become very fluid and not to fear the changes in your mindset. Where once you had a hard boundary may change to a soft boundary. You claim you don’t want to engage in sissy anal training, even though, as I point out, it IS your “Sissy pussy”. No harm no foul, I think to myself with a bit of a smile.
We session now and again , as it’s not a formal training regime. We could do a formal sissy training regime but for your lifestyle we’ve decided on session with assignments in between as you are able suits us better.
In addition to getting your mind right, thinking feminine thoughts, and feminine movements. We also work on your gurly masturbation. Two fingers on your clit, rub , massage or vibe. No cumming like a guy! It does take time to retrain your brain and body but coupled with your deep desire to please and be the best gurl you can be you endure a long period of no cummies. Oh you are allowed them, I haven’t denied you. But only when masturbating like a female! So far, no dice and your sissy horny level is through the roof!
Your wardrobe expands and you begin to broaden your secret sissy play. Wearing bralette’s under your boy things. Pretty panties too! It seems so natural for you now, and can’t imagine having to wear one of your two back up male underpants. Mixed in with your gurly masturbation you are flying high most days on your submissive sissy cloud. It’s glorious yet frustrating
Mistress I feel an ache
One day you come to me, loving your new sissy self. Fully committed to learning what you need, to be the best sissy ever for Mistress! Your dedication and enthusiasm you apply to tasks and assignments have been amazing!
Eventually you admit there has been a nagging thought, it seems odd, and actually it terrifies you. But the more you masturbate and feel like a gurl you are embarrassed to say that you feel an ache. A need. Hard to explain.
I catch on pretty quick and know exactly what you mean. All this sexy sissy play has changed your mindset, your way of being.I encourage you to go on to fully flesh out your desire, thoughts. You see I know what you are about to say, but sometimes I like to keep you swinging in the breeze. I won’t fill in those blanks for you, make it easier to assimilate your new desire, at least not yet.
Messages From Sissy World
As you stumble to find the words, you mention your on-line activities. Your sissy porn you’ve been assigned. Those sissy pussy’s look so pleased when they are fucked Mistress. To date I haven’t had an orgasm since our first session, it’s been 8 weeks Mistress and this sissy is desperate! With a knowing smile, and a wink, I say “Darling sissy, so you want to have a sissygasm deep inside? Your face flushes, you nod. I beam.
Now, I have you right where I want you. I see it over and over again. Your kink, fetish or desires can only go so far by yourself. Learning to trust , commit and submit can take you to places you never thought you would go. With my positive essence , and opening that door for you the unexpected desires which lay just beyond that threshold is yours. What will your unexpected desires be? Where will we go? One way to find out.
Until We Chat ????
This is something I’m going to do all the time as it’s part of my life along with who I am and become. Especially now that my friend is my stylist and calling me her cabi boy. With her saying this to me I’ll be buying women’s clothes from her and only her all the time. I’m fine with this as now I can control my spending on buying from her and nowhere else. It’s to difficult to resist and say no to her. When she asked if I dressed up for therapeutic reasons and I told her I did I think she knows I do this to get hard and off and therapeutic reasons is g rated answer. The reason I asked about lipstick kisses on my cheeks is she went to concert and bumped into on of her friends and she had her sit on lap and kissed her. That’s why I’ve been asking you about this. It’s wishful thinking but we can take more about this. It’s to difficult to resist and say no to her now especially that she’s selling women’s clothes clothes and I believe she will have my buying only from her and that’s perfect for me.
We can talk more about this. Your feminization is coming along nicely and some of the cabi items are fantastic , that you showed me!
What a delightful post
Can relate On so many levels
Hi there Lexi! Thank you!
It led me to find my true sissy beta bitch place ….in service to women…with a drawer full of panties that i wear daily! Sometimes I now own a whole sissy wardrobe, complete with lingerie and toys for my ‘sissy pussy”…… Sometimes i even wear women’s clothes in public!….My clitty is now Limp 4 Life, locked in 24/7 chastity and pussyfree for forever! I LOVE being a ‘gurl’!!!……Of course, it all makes submission to Women and Real Men, that much easier and more natural!
I have seen some of those entire sissy outfits, and exactly WHY you belong in them #dickless , thanks for your comment princess!
Mistress Erika I’ve sent you messages before I’ve been fighting feminization and the desires within for my whole life its like I’m dual – gender.
I have a heterosexual male inside me that loves women and pussy with a passion then I have this intense insatiable female who is dying to come out and she does when I allow her too. She comes out when I put on lingere even if it’s a simple panty and my panties and lingerie is far from simple I insist on wearing only the sexiest and most skimpy designs and cuts. Everyone says that I out dress any woman that they’ve ever seen women get intimadated by my femininity.
My cock sucking skills are also very intimidating to females I try to tell them that I’m not trying to out do them I’m just being myself.
I walked away from my sissy gurl lifestyle only to be brought back to finish my duties as a female by making love to a straight alpha male with my virgin vagina that’s twitching and throbs to be filled with dick and seeded with sperm so I can give birth to a fully functional pussy.
I’m so amazed at your postings u definitely know the insights that a gurl like me is going thru and I really need to follow up with some sessions with you asap.
Thank you for helping this d*ddy’s gurl to understand that I need to be the panty princess that dwells within my soul.
Hey there Chrissy! Thank you for the lovely comment! You make a good point. That gurl inside can be put aside, but not forever.
She’s with you, always and it’s one of the most fantastic things I do , is to give that girl a place to be!
I’d be thrilled to session with you!
Until we chat…….
I’m hoping for a chance to session the first initial session will be at least an hour I would like to do a session before the end of the year.
I’ve been listening and reading you blog getting to know your experience and you do have a way of bringing out trust and safety.
I’m going to fill out the pre-questionaire you have that might help us start a mentor type of girl to gurl bonding.
I know this for sure the same time next year I’m going to be a full fledgling sissy pussy gurl it’s way over due and I’m ready to gurl up!
I’m not going to make the same mistakes I made when I started to suck cock I need a female to guide and mold me so I can look, act and perform at my highest level of femininity.
This will decide my real future even if it means I will no longer be a male.
Looking forward to our first session look for my questionnaire I start on this right away.
Chrissy, it would be an honor and so much fun to bring you into full bloom! I’ll look forward to your email, and to 2020 with you!
Yes MISTRESS ERIKA thankyou very much for training me to be a pretty sissy the year 2019 has been a excellent year .sincerly yours beta bottom bitch tedi
You are very welcome! Doing well pet!
Down the Rabbit Hole brought to you by Mistress Erika ???? ❤
*winks* @ april you know it1
Mistress Erika: This is just such a fascinating post that touches on so many issues of sissification I am not sure if one comment can do justice. judging by all the points you raise….tee hee (sorry, believe it or not I was a teenage boy!).
There isn’t an AAA map nor will any GPS take you to your perfect road to sissification so don’t be afraid to pull off onto the rest area to get your bearings.
My journey has been a long one (not talking about myself!) and has consisted of many real time experiences and fantasy alike. Just do what you feel comfortable in your sissy play. If you have two dommes take you into Wal-Mart head to toe en femme… (yes, me) be sure like me, it is what you wanted. A loving Mistress will truly understand you and your needs. With that trust you may have experiences you cannot imagine! As for that Anal play Mistress Erika…? I may be too bashful to share this with others!
Davey how did I miss this comment? Oh yea my notifications are sluts! LOL Thank you my dear, you are right. I love you are bashful! Email me…..